Ten conversations. One look-see. Three encounters in a five-day period. Not bad for someone who is nursing a broken heart.
Five to one, baby
One in five
No one here gets out alive, now
You get yours, baby
I’ll get mine
Gonna make it, baby
If we try
- The Doors
Give me one reason to stop teasin', cause IHe was with Mikel late last night outside the Salon while Marky was taking a bath and Joan was preening in front of one of the mirrors. I was getting ready to go home. He started the teasing by telling me that he wanted to blow me.
I did not mind him at first. He insisted on teasing me. He sounded serious. I took the bait.
When Marky left the Salon, I pulled him inside the room at the back of the Salon. Mikel was left behind. He was too young for this kind of thing. Joan was outside flirting with a new acquaintance.
He kissed my ears, my neck, and my nipples in the dark. I took off my shirt and unbuttoned my pants. He insinuated a situation of codependence. I declined and led his left hand to feel my throbbing hardness.
He joked why I almost fucked him when we finished. He was sober enough not to let me do it. I told him that I was just hornier than usual.
We got out of the room and found Joan watching the television. His new acquaintance went home. Mikel had left.
Joan closed the Salon. I waited for a tricycle as he waved his goodbye.
I bought Coldplay's new album yesterday. It blew me away. And this gem hit the hardest.Scorpio: Oct. 23 - Nov. 21
Free Will Astrology, 16-22 June, 2005: The only secrets you have to worry about are those you're keeping from yourself. It might be helpful to know what other people are hiding, true, but the only way their covert agendas and sneaky maneuvering can hurt you is if you continue to lie to yourself. Besides, there's just one sure strategy for exposing the secrets that others are keeping: Tell yourself the naked truth about your own feelings and motivations.
Rockie Daily Horroscope, 17-23 June 2005: A Scorpio moon this weekend, including the better part of Father’s Day, can make you feel right at home no matter whose home you’re in. It’ll also facilitate a smooth transition into solar Cancer, the sign that feeds your love of learning and your hunger for truly meaningful experiences. Meanwhile your Mars co-ruler, revitalized by the emotional heat of fiery Aries, is stirring your desire as it reacts to optimistic Jupiter’s challenge. Whether it’s an adventure, a game of chance or a romance, you’ll whole-heartedly dive in.
It was Benj again last Saturday. He came to me while I was standing outside the Salon. It was closing time. We talked for almost an hour inside as Joan took a bath. Afterwards, he wanted to rest and went inside the room. I followed. In silence, I unbuttoned his pants and blew him hard. We drank red horse beers at the rooftop when we finished. We again talked for an hour about his life in the province, his family, his misery. I began to feel sleepy. He wanted to drink another bottle. I gave him money for a beer and locked the gate when he was outside and slept.
Bye June
I'm going to the moon
It better be by June
'Cause I'm going to the moon
So June
You'd better make it soon
I hope you make it June
'Cause I'm going to the moon
- Everlast
Scorpio
Scorpio: Oct. 23 - Nov. 21
I am in a situation that I could believe the horoscopes written above. In the first week of June, I learned that my contract with our company was extended but only for four person months. Our work covers seven months so all of us under the new contract have to stretch our days. I was a little depressed because I have to cut back on my personal expenses, which does not include the amount I am sending my mother every two weeks. A week before the announcement, I went to
That day, Stelle and another colleague, Rajah, joined me for coffee at Mega’s Dulcinea before going home. I have this big crush on Rajah that Stelle does not know. In April, Rajah and I watched movies together for three consecutive nights; my simple indulgence of my hidden desire for him.
June 7. Jake and I patched things up. We are now friends, perhaps still are lovers. I decided not to take things seriously. We met at SM Makati and talked a little about the weather. I went to the Salon afterwards and flirted with
June 8. Jake visited the Salon. We were discussing a business proposal when
Globe called to inform me that my application was approved and that my new unit could be picked up the next day.
June 9. I told Jake that I would be going to ATC that night to pick up my new phone. I decided to get it after what happened that weekend. Jake chose not to come with me to ATC. I told Joan when we were at the Salon that I wanted to talk to
June 11. Eve of
June 13.
June 14. Jake and I were at the rooftop teasing each other. I massaged his back and he almost fell asleep. No trace of
June 15.
His story over mine his story will be his story
Dear Sir:
My problem all started when I first came here to
But as time went by, I began realizing what his real intentions were and they were not good, and so I began keeping distance from him. When he was already demanding too much from me, I decided to transfer to another room. This time, Ibram and Jami, two Filipino Muslims became my roommate. I thought that this will end my problem, but I was completely mistaken since Anal was still constantly visiting my room giving me food and other things. When I politely refused to accept them, he got angry and he was threatening to call me in my extension number in Almarai.
Since then he was always calling me in my extension number in Almarai. He was demanding that I return to him all the things that he gave to me, which I did. I returned to him all the things he gave to me which included paying him back the three (3) Sawwa recharge vouchers (load card) he previously gave to me. By doing that, I am free of all debt from him. Again, this did not end my problem. He still was disturbing me, and he was again giving me back the things which I already returned to him. He will apologize for his actions, saying that he was just overtaken by anger whenever I refuse to accept his things. He will again offer friendship to me, making explanations that all he wanted for us is to be in good terms with each other. I said to him that after all the threats and disturbances that he has done to me, I am not just ready yet to make amends with him. He just could not accept that fact, and he began threatening me again that he will call all my family and friends in the Philippines and he will tell them false, malicious and degrading things about me. This fact is not known to me alone. Almost everyone in the Villa, including other nationalities, knows the threats and other actions Anal is doing against me.
When all of it had just become too much for me to handle, I turned to my last resort which was to transfer to Al Foadia's other accommodation which is in Azizia. But he still came to the villa and he was demanding that I return to the villa in Batha. This time I neither wanted to talk to him nor to face him, and it was Vin, a coworker in Almarai who talked to him asking him to leave and disturb me no more. He always makes false statements to the people in the villas at Azizia and Batha that he has the "power" to turn the tables against me, to put me into a bad and regrettable situation, and to make me pay him 1000 SAR which I do not even owe him. All of these things are known to Ric, Mans, Jami, Ibram, and Jana, just to name a few. Once Jana spoke to Anal and told him to keep away from me because I am now in Azizia but he still won't stop from bothering me.
I want to tell you how all these things that have transpired have affected me in my work. I confess that I could not work well at my best whenever Anal tries to call, because I am thinking of his threats and lies. Much as I have tried to shake it off me, I have become apprehensive because I do not know what is inside his head, what other lies and derogatory statements he will concoct just to pull me down. I have always tried to be at my best at work, and I intend to maintain my performance or even surpass expectations for me. But all these unpleasant things have truly affected me both personally and professionally.
He said to my foreman Vin that he has all the reason to chase me since, according to him I owe him 1000 SAR. He won't stop until I come in terms and be friends with him. Otherwise, he won't cease until I have been repatriated to the
But after a month had passed, here he goes again. We met yet again last pay day (
This is my statement which I confess is true, and I have tried to narrate everything that have happened to the best of my knowledge. All I want to happen is for Anal to stop making any form of communication with me. After what that he has done against me, I do not wish now to make any form of friendship with him. I have tried once to reconcile with him; to once and for all put all those things behind us, and let bygones be bygones, if and only if, he won't give me anything, he won't ask from me anything, and he will just be a plain acquaintance. He consented to that at first but then he began giving me things again, which I refused to accept, and then he threatened and disturbed me again. I am telling you that this Anal will not stop until he gets what he intends to get, even if it will cost me greatly.
I would like to ask your help regarding this. I know that you are in the right authority to do what you deem is the best action involving this matter. I have high hopes that all this will come to an end very soon.
Thank you for your time and consideration.
Respectfully yours,
Buboy
I organized the b35 get together last Saturday by texting Jove, Kristi, Daisy, Hydro, Pregg, Paige, Osang, Bona, and Vicky. Although I was not sure that their numbers were still working, I also texted Flavio, Relasyon, and Jubilee and informed them of the get together. Daisy, Vicky, Pregg, Hydro, and Bona texted back and confirmed their attendance. Osang and Paige sent regrets. Only Pregg, Jove, Kristi, Bona, and Vicky were in Malate that Saturday. Hydro was imprisoned by the sudden downpour; Daisy had a date in Ortigas; and I was deep in a conflict with Jake at the Shoppe.
I was wearing my red form-fitting Adidas hello kitty shirt. Wilma was with me when I left home for Alabang. I did not expect Jake to join us since I did not ask him to. But he was there and I have to entertain him. When the Shoppe was about to close, we bought Red Horse and drank with Wilma. I kept on glancing at my watch. My mobile kept on ringing due to the calls and texts of batch mates who were asking earlier, if the get together was pushing through regardless of the rain, and later, if indeed I was joining them.
Do you feel that too? Do you want what I want?
Jake and I were dancing without our shirts inside the closed Shoppe while Barry and Wilma watched. I teasingly pulled him inside the CR when he was getting physical; he gave me a peck near my lips inside and pretended to bang the door with his butt. I told him when I was already tipsy that all I wanted from him was a good kiss. He froze. I went out of the Salon and flirted with
And I can't begin to tell you why,
And I stumble when I begin,
It's cause I don't understand anything.
I shook my head and again admitted that it was over.
How can there be something that I don't know.
Oh but even though I share your bed,
Baby, I don't get inside your head.
This feeling of some mystery
- do you feel that too?
Do you know what I mean?
I sent a message to my batch mates in Malate to apologize for my absence. “I’m so sorry for not making it. I just had a very personal turmoil that I have to solve. Now it’s over. I’m sad. But life has to move on. I’ll make up my absence big time.”
Hydro: ‘The most unbearable thing is knowing that nothing is unbearable.’ (Rimbaud) Sad to know that you had to go through something heavy tonight. But as you wisely said, life goes on. Tomorrow is another day.
My fingers loose their grip.
Now I'm down on my knees,
Is that what you wanted to see?
What is it that I think I need?
What is it that I think I need?
I went back Sunday night at the Shoppe and was serviced by Marky, a pretty young thing recently discovered by Joan. Later that night,
And if I should start to cry,
I almost could not stand by myself when Ursula and I arrived at the Salon. I collapsed at the sofa where Ursula advised me to position my butt up in the air to let the gas out of my stomach. I did just that and almost fell asleep. Ursula also massaged my stomach to assuage the pain I was feeling. He had his hair and nails done while I continued resting in position. 
